Sad. I didnt know whats going on. Girl told me... "want to enjoy, enjoy everything fully. dont divert atention and in the end, didnt manage to enjoy the best of both worlds". yes, there is no such things as best of both worlds... agree.

I took that as a hint. the ventures really helped me n my gang a lot a lot in making this event succeed. this is just like creating a beautiful piece of work for an artist. the satisfaction. Now, my dearest ventures are in a huge crisis. they are turning to us... I couldnt really just let them struggle. i refuse to join them for their recce cos it was a special day for me and girl. a very special day. i chose to enjoy the day with my girl. we had fun...

however, i took that hint and i chose to help out this wk. I just wanted to repay them a favour... I really din mind girl coming along. I even hope that girl could come along and see what stuff we have actually been doing... it could even bring back good old days of OAC... but... things turned sour. i dont know...

These few weeks havent been peaceful... i really hope to clam things down and start sailing again... Is that possible... I really believe it can be worked out. Perhaps give and take a little? I believe that we got to accomodate each other a little. Just a penny of thoughts...

Broken
Zhanjiang